People. You meet people everyday and sometimes when you hit it off with someone, you'd want to be friends or maybe a little closer.
Today I've learnt that people, are cruel. No matter what your relationship is with them, they will hurt you one way or another. The will cheat, lie and insult you to make you question your self esteem. Also, when they aren't in 'the mood' they will just PMS right in your face although you didn't do anything wrong but just because they can PMS, they will. People you call friends or 'best friends' mean nothing. They can say best friends all they/you want but at the end of the day, you can never completely trust someone. People always want to see you fall on your face. They don't care how, as long as you don't get back up.
Why do I feel this way?
No.1- Few days ago, Yee Yong and Yi Wen yet again insulted me for no good reasons although I kept my cool and just pretended not to hear
No.2-Today, Zian Xiangs turn to insult me. When I don't respond to his insults, he PMS's and stops talking to me.
No.3- I went to help YE with some things, I come back to class and make some jokes with Li Jia(A girl who keeps telling me her problems, repeats them and never listens when I want to talk) and she said "Your so annoying when you come back, its not quiet anymore" I just turned my seat back front and just pretended to sleep and ignore all of them.
Lastly- I thought going to the library and talking to Sabrina about what I felt would make me feel better but Justin 'wasn't in the mood' and Sabrina just completely ignored me when I was right behind her.
I'm tired. So very very tired... I even cried in the library. Why do I have to face them like this everyday? People just like to see other people get hurt. Not caring who. And I realized that the only way to stay away from getting hurt is to stay away and never trust. You seriously cant trust anyone. They are all filled with bad intentions..
And with that statement, I end this post... Good day.
